interdependent

i don’t know why but i only blog when im feeling crappy. that’s why my blog always seems so emo. i guess when im happy i just like to share my joy with others in person.

i cant figure if it’s a good thing or bad thing to write down the sad parts of your life. the pros is that it’ll help you vent and somewhat get off your chest. cons is that you simply might feel emo again when you read them again. maybe it’ll be good to write it out, burn it and then drink it down. may those feelings and thoughts thus rest in peace forever.

i don’t even know if i should write it down or should i just let it be part of my memory. such that there’s always only proof from what i told people and not what i jotted down. and when my memory finally fades someday, i forget all those thoughts too.

maybe i should just let it live in some recess of my brain forever.